off to genting tml {again }
actually i didn't noe what i'm going to do there,
& i'm still not feeling well now. :(
may meet stella along the way. :)


watched GongXinJi & i found it pretty scary, as in people, in order
to get a postition in the palace, to gain fame, to gain credit , to obtain wealth,
they constantly came up with evil plots to accuse people, to defame them
& even kill innocent people along the way.
i think it's kind of sad cause afterall everyone is a human
&&&&& yet we are killing killing each other off.
okay, bye! :)
will update like 4 days later. :)

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oh well, lastly, HAPPY 21th BIRTHDAY TohDajie!
now, i cannot eat her chocolate banana birthday cake. :(
off for now! going to watch GongXinJi, cause i like the guy in the drama. HAHHAHA.
unpredictable plot that can keep one in suspense.

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went for my sis 21th birthday chalet from friday to today

from Pioneer to Pasir Ris, Pasir Ris to pioneer, clark quay. the train ride was simply too long. ;/

escape themepark ,( i heard it changed a lot ) BBQ in the rain ,( that was my first time ), sleeping, emi cakes,kopitam chatting with my relatives, sarcastic conversation with zhixiang.yup.

tat pretty sum up everything i' ll been doing in the chalet . :) and i slept at 1am yesterday night.

& i saw one of my secondray friend who also went japan cultural exhange trip,

both of our eyes met & i guess we were so paiseh tat we quickly look away from each other.

bye! :)

{ gonna update soon! }

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hi people! i'm still there. :)
didn't blog for the past ten days break because i didn't really noe what to blog about though,
to sum up, for the last 2 months, my daily routine was
Sleep,eat & study.
alot of stuffs happened, but well, for sure i noe i am just mentally and physically tired.
after today paper, the only line that came to my mind was { random though} :
" we studied for the last two years."

i still clearly rmb the day when i sat for my Econ paper 2.
i was sitting at the hall, the aircon was cold,
all i could hear was the sound of the pens, { i dunno how to describe though }
and there, i was feeling terrible, wanted to bust out in tears in the exam hall/ breaking down.
i even thought of running out of the exam hall too. :(
eassy was seriously terrible. i didn't noe what i was supposed to write.
i mean, usually i didn't noe 1 or 2 eassy out of the 6,
but for that particular paper, i noe none of them, i got so sad over it, flip & turn and couldn't sleep that night, i'm serious. and i later figured out that i kind of wrote out of point.
till now, i still kind of very very sad.
as in, the questions from the eassy have been constantly in my brain
& of course i was constantly reminded of that eassy paper 2. { even now as i was typing}
and i got more and more sad & scared over it.
well, i did hear alot ppl said it's over. i noe, but it's somehow impossible for me to think that way.
went to kajiao yL , zm & beesuan about how depressed i was then.
as i was sitting through papers & papers, i have the tendency to compare it to o levels,
A levels was really so different from O levels. so so much different, difficult & stressful

for the past ten days, what i did was to watch dramas, shopping & movies of course!
going to catch New Moon soon! watched Christmas Carol,
went out to shop at town, bugis. and i told stella that i feel kind of weird.
hahaha, maybe it's because i never went out for quite sometime,
didn't noe what is the fashion trend now & stuffs/
watched the Korean Drama SP, IRIS & Jap Tokyo Dogs { these dramas are still airing on tv}
detecive, police, mystery shows. :)
and i have to wait patiently every week for these dramas to be place on net & translated! =/
well, we took some photos after paper today, { as usually i won't upload like all! } maybe i will coup some photos from stella later.
& i intended to start something soon! lol! :)
that's a secret for now though. still in the planning stage. :)))))

okay, going to kind of busy for this week &&& next week. :0
but i guess i will update more often!
{heh, since xy told me she did still come to my blog! } HAHA
class dinner later. bye.

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I JUST WANT TO SCREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAM

do you noe how freaking lonely/ inferior/ scared i feel nowadays?

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Wednesday Night,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!

i forget to buy her favourite chocolate on my way home today,

i think i'm going to make a trip to buy tml! :)

have the sudden urged to blog even though i have nothing to talk about.

oh! i rmb that that dumb dumb xingyong & lame lame minnie mouse was laughing throughout the math lecture. they were laughing, talking lame jokes & doing maths at the same time. the conversation was soooooooooo lame that i totally ignored what they are talking after 5 mintues. had dinner at my house downstair, and cut cake just now. didn't eat any cake cause i'm going to sleep already. and i guess that was the first time i didn't eat birthday cake! { i will eat alot tml, cause it's bakerzin strawberry shortcake! HAHAHAHAH }

okay, i'm going to sleep now! :)))

i love my college days & i'm a good listener too! if u feel unappreciated, u can come talk to me. HAHAH, i will make u feel appreciated! LOL!

no la, i may seemed like i dunno anything/ dun care anything, but sometimes, actually i noe everything/ i do show concern over something, just that i think acting ignorance would be better/ or there isn't a need for you to noe i noe. lol!

bye bye!

thinking back of xingyong & minnie in LT 5 really makde me smile in front of the computer screen! DUMB! i noe. bye xingyong & MINNIE!

you know, nowadays, i have been wondering how much does moral values worth in this society.

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